The Real Meaning of a Quarter (all 1700 words)
Burke’s
expression did not change as the man approached his setup. The tentative customer, about sixty,
well-tanned, stopped at his book display.
Burke shifted his large frame in the deteriorating lawn chair, crossed
his right leg over his left knee, folded his arms, subtle movements calculated
not to attract attention but to relieve tension, make a deep breath less
noticeable.
And nobody
in the weekend flea market crowd did notice.
The man
reached. From the corner of his eye
Burke could not tell for sure, but guessed it was for one of the dime novels
from the thirties. He lifted his
stained, gray felt western hat, rubbed a sweaty brow, and turning slightly
saw...ah, Poor Richard’s almanac. Forty
titles in that line and he knew them by sight the whole length of his setup,
more than twenty feet.
Raising
the cover, the man thumbed the pages, leaned back to see better through
bifocals, began reading. Burke’s insides
rippled. He began to hum, again a ploy
to relieve internal tension.
Almost eleven and no big sale yet. Normally his small plot was more than paid by
noon , but today still short three
dollars. Dozens of other setups filled
his view. Awnings stretched from
colorful campers and vans, poles and canopies, some simply in the sun, like
Burke’s. Other dealers wore gaudy hats,
bright shirts, suede vests, and had spouses or children helping. All promoted their wares displayed on card
tables, or plywood on folding sawhorses, like Burke’s, each draped with
lustrous fabrics and filled with stuffed animals, crafts, paintings, antiques,
and just plain junk.
Mid-July
in Minnesota lake country had
seen a slowdown in business. Memorial
Day had been very good, then June OK. But July had leveled off, then dropped to
slow, very slow, sometimes hardly worth setting up for.
Twenty
years earlier, Burke had piddled with flea marketing, had surmised it a good
way to make a living after retirement.
It had not worked that way. Ten
years retired, savings locked in merchandise but not getting rid of it, least
not at a speed allowing re-investment power and a comfortable and interesting
living.
The customer
finished thumbing Poor Richard, looked the book over once more, then turned
toward Burke. Wind chimes from a nearby
setup clinked in a sudden breeze.
Streamers and windsocks fluttered.
Balloons jiggled and danced.
“How much?”
the potential customer asked.
“One
dollar and it’s yours.”
The man
stared at Burke, then again at the book and not through bifocals, thumbed once
more, meaninglessly, then dropped the book back into the display and moved on.
The breeze
gusted, raised dust, then fell again to nothing, stifling all around it.
Burke’s
heart sunk, not so much that he did not make the sale as the feeling that Poor
Richard’s Almanac was worth that and more.
Ah, the man likely would not have provided a good home anyway.
The man
paid scarce attention to the rest of Burke’s setup, antique harness hames,
mirrors, silverware, oodles of other old things, and picked up speed. In passing he turned slightly and nodded,
“Some nice stuff you have here.”
Burke
leaned back, uncrossed his legs, rested his arms on the dilapidated lawn
chair’s arms, a movement making the chair creak and grind in the gravel, “Thank
you, you bet’cha.”
Twenty
minutes passed. Several more lookers had
come and gone. One had examined,
closely, an old pop bottle capper that would have put Burke way over the cost
of his setup.
Probably
didn’t matter anyway for he was the end of a line. Widower with no children. No cousins, nieces, nephews who ever contacted
him. And just one sister left who he did
not get along with.
The woman
picked up a gleaming knife. Burke took
care of his merchandise, the silver best.
She looked it over from every angle, then laid it down, carefully. No doubt she recognized its value. Then she picked up a serving spoon, turned
it, gazed at her red-haired reflection in its shimmering surface, and set it
back down. Then she moved to the next
table. The magazines. More of his treasures.
Regular
merchandise, bottles, vases, figurines, miscellany he could pick up from other
dealers, was not bringing enough money, so he had begun liquidating, but soon found that his own
valuables brought no more, sometimes less.
And each time he sold something personal for much less than figured another
piece of him would wither.
But,
eleven-thirty. He stared at the wrist
watch with a broken band he carried in his left front pocket. His setup had to be paid by noon . He
had never missed noon , and then in
the afternoon he had always managed to at least pay the rest of the day’s
expenses. Gas. Food.
Sometimes lodging, shower.
Usually he left his bulky articles outside under plastic, then wriggled
his six feet into the back of his rusted ‘75 Ford station wagon. But a real bed and shower at least every
three days was almost a necessity.
The woman
picked up a magazine, a big, thick copy of the early Post, leafed through for
perhaps thirty seconds, then moved to his book table, picked
up...Shakespeare. He recognized it
immediately and began to hum again. He
didn’t know the name of the song but had heard it on the radio just before
arriving from his trailer home in northern Iowa .
The book
was more than three dollars. He would
earn his setup. That woman was going to
make a purchase. He just knew it. She had to.
She laid
down Shakespeare, picked up another—too quickly for him to recognize it—and
walked to him, book under her arm, opening her purse, “Two dollars and
seventy-five cents for this, I believe.”
She set her purse down and held the cover open.
He could
not believe it. Two-seventy-five. Still short a quarter. “Sure is, ma’am. Thank you, you bet’cha.”
Then the
woman was gone and Burke did not even know which of his books had sold. He stood, hauled up sagging gray trousers,
stuffed a faded blue shirt into them, flinched slightly as an arthritic knee
straightened, then walked to the front of his book display, determined the one
missing, then returned to his chair, which groaned horribly as he sat. He entered the sale in his ledger, and knew
soon he would have to invest in a new chair, but all on his mind right then was
earning his setup.
Five
minutes passed.
Burke’s
stomach felt tight. His stomach hadn't
been so tight in years. In fact he couldn't
remember being so tight, if ever. He
closed his eyes, clenched them, gotta make it...don’t know what I’d do...
A
sound. Someone sifting through the items
on his miscellaneous table. Holding his
breath he opened his eyes. Peripheral vision showed a woman, older, about
seventy, but younger than Burke. She
wore a dark blue coat that must have been hot, a matching old-fashioned
hat. She stirred again, scraping, making
noise, the sound of an interested customer.
He let
out a breath with the noise, but would not move, would not look at her or
speak. Too often just a ‘Hello,’
would make them leave. He wished he knew
the time, but didn’t dare reach for his watch, did not dare move for fear of
frightening his potential customer.
The woman
picked up a used hand mixer, a fifty-cent item.
Joy, he would make it, and more.
He began to hum, an out-of-tune musical sound nobody but him had ever
heard of. The woman turned the
handle. The mixer whirred.
“Take a quarter
for this, young man?”
He turned
to the woman and smiled, “Yes, ma’am.
Today I’ll take a quarter for that.”
The woman
approached, not fast. Burke stood up,
towered over her, quickly pulled up his trousers, tucked in the shirt. The woman set her purse on the table with
Burke’s change box and ledger, set the mixer beside her purse, a huge one, then
began rummaging, searching in one small pocketbook after another.
Burke
hummed louder, loud enough for the woman to hear. How he wanted to feel that quarter in his
hand. How he wanted to look at his
watch.
She
stopped rummaging. He saw the slim
knuckles on her hand had turned white.
He looked at her face. Bright
eyes. Wrinkles, yes, but, pretty—no, charming.
Her face was charming. He felt a
bond with her. She was giving up a
quarter. He was getting one.
She
smiled, then pulled her hand from the purse, in it a shiny quarter, “Here you
are, young man.” She held it out.
Burke’s hum
had intensified until it hurt his ears, then stopped completely when the coin
touched his palm.
“Thank
you, young man.” The woman closed her
purse with a snap and walked away.
Burke
gripped the quarter in his right hand, shoved his left into his pocket, jerked
out the watch and held it close.
The sun
sweltered down. The temperature seemed
to rise by ten degrees. He blinked,
several times, and just as his eyes focused, the sweep second hand joined the
other two hands all pointing at twelve.
He had made it.
The breeze
returned, not gusting and raising dust but cooling, suggesting new hope and
life. He squeezed the coin, felt its
metal digging into his palm, and felt the hardness of it, the quality, and knew
the real meaning of a quarter.
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